.: 3o haRi mEnCari ciNta :.

alhamdulilah, masih diberi kesempatan merasakan bulan penuh berkat, Ramadhan!! diharapkan kesempatan yg ada digunakan sebaik mungkin...

dikesempatan ini juga, aku nk sampaikan salam Ramadhan & selamat menjalani ibadah puasa, carilah keredhaan ilahi selagi termampu..30 hari bkn lah tempoh waktu yg lama, gunakan lah sebaek nyer..moga sama2 kita mendapatkn keredhaan dr-Nya!!

p/s: ingatan ini ditujukan khas pd diri sendiri, dan indirectly untuk peringatan bersama.. i'Allah

.: rOoMatEs :.

** i supposedly post this entry 2 months ago..but i didnt managed to finish the wording2 part, diperkasamkn dlm draft..smp la arini bru bjaya post..sorry guys **

ooommmgggeeee!! both of my rumates da jd suami orang!! hehe..tercabar x? x sngt pun..tp jeles tu ada la, hehe, sb diorg da move one step ahead from me..but itu semua da ditakdirkn, jodoh diorg smp awal..xkn ko nk paksa diri sndri kawen cpt2, sb suma kwn2 da kawen? LOL.plzzz la, x perlu semua tu..da ready nant bru kawen!!

ckp pasal kawen, calon da ada belum?oppsssss SENTAP!! hahaha, gurau je la..fyi, buat masa skrg aku lebyh selesa berkawan..senang ceter belum bersedia sepenuhnyer la, takot x terhandle ++ and etc2.. huhu

neway post ni sbenarnyer nk congratulate both of newly wed couples!! so simpan dulu bnda2 yg x penting, focus pd apa yg sepatutnyer.hehe

to Ezariq & Hilman:

congratulations!! you guys mmg sempoi la..senyap2 pastu ckp kt aku korg nk kawen, damnnn..x sempat nk plan kawen sesame..hahaa, LOL!! but indeed aku respect korang sb decide tok settledown di awal usia <--mcm muda sngt!!haha

mmg terkejut + gembira tyme korg ckp nk kawen tahun ni, n tercabar pun ada jga..tapi laen org laen perancangan, I'Allah da smp turn aku nnt..wajib ada time aku akad nikah, wlaupun korg da ber3 or maybe da ber4..who knows?rezeki jgn ditolak..hehe =p

akhir kata..aku doakan korang bahagia & kekal hingga ke hujung nyawa dlm melayari bahtera rumah tangga..nnt asam garam berumah tangga bleh la share2 ok!! sharing is caring!! gitu!!

p/s: semut merah perlukn jnr..cepat2 la decide sape nk jd pioneer!! LOL

.: nExt viSit :.

..lama x menjenguk kat cni, ntah apa da jadi.been busy n overwhelming with my personal thingy, smp xde masa nk tinggalkan kesan kt cni..hihi

xpe la..i'allah next visit i'll left something here..chaowww!!..

.: iNtRaNet :.

while doing my so-called day-to-day routine job at the office, i accidently opened an intranet blog (exxon intranet)..its owned by an exxon staff located somewhere in china, and his a manager!!

i found that blog after he sent an email to our service center mailbox regards to his problem on our internal system..and at the signature (at bottom of d'email) he put the link to his blog..i dunno why, i've click dat link and its directed me to that blog..

kinda 'heavy' articles been post, all are related to marketing, bussiness developmnt in China and etc..BUT..unfortunately my eye caught an article titled "..who should cook.."

this article discuss 'bout how he relates his day-to-day routine/activities with his position!! his family!! his title as husband, as fatherand so on..i would say its an eye opener article for me..

how a manager see their life..eventhough busy n nk pecah kepala pkir pasal keje, but still..pkir pasal family..penat or serabut cmne pun still willing to ambil hati/care bout his wife & his childs!!

ini antara ayat yg dia tulis..

"It took me a long time to realize that whenever my wife is happy (could be anything or nothing), there’s never an issue for her to cook. Then my strategy is, at least for those things that I’m responsible for, to make sure my wife is happy… such as, buy nice birthday gifts, come home early, do not watch pretty ladies when walking on the street, honestly report and turn in all money… you will not argue with me for the high returns will you? Think about the nice food every day at home!"

and suka cra dia pkir..

"My daughter challenged me what's the implication in business world, I said, well, sometimes the customer are just not happy. You as a mature manager should have the capability to identify when/who is simply not happy, when/what there's chance for you to offer help...-Dick Liu"

hopefully aku boleh jd sebagus ini..i'Allah.. =)

.: m0noLogUe :.

aku yg berkecamuk!!

yeahh..aku boleh tipu org, tp aku xkn berjaya tipu diri sendiri..yes u can act as cool as possible dpn org, tp otak tetap melayang!! entah mana2 dia terbang melayang..

fikir..fikir..& fikir lagi..konon nyer nk dptkn jawapan.wlpun ko da boleh agak jwpan nyer, cuma x yakin 100% dgn jwpn itu..sb itu suma andaian sendiri!! tp kalo bkn andaian sendiri pun, mcm yer jer!! aku jer xnk admit benda itu..

btol ckp dot3..

"..ko still fikir sb bnda ni mcm hanging, as in xde finality.."

yep, u're so true..i'm thinking d same, and i try to make d finality tp aku xde keyakinan..and eventhough aku boleh jdkn finality dgn cara laen..tp aku xnk!! baek sngt ke aku sb smp tahap ni pun still nk pkir perasaan org..arghhhh!!

makin hari makin jauh rasanyer..seolah dah ade finality sebenarnyer!! adakah 2-2 ego, ataupun ego aku yg makan diri!! maen tarik tali smpaikn terputus dipertengahan..

.: cHasiNg paVemEnts :.

.: dAy tO dAy aCtiVitiEs :.

hola peps..!!

hepy thursday..nothing much to share, tp tgh dok wat keje tetiba teringt something!!

after one year ++ boarding with ExxonMobil, i juz realized..i keep doing the same things, same habits, same practices all this while..which are, ofcos pepagi pegi keje (8am-5pm ++) dan selalunyer hari2 ku bermula at 6am (but sejak Hamdan jd my housemate, my day start at 5.oo/5.3o am <--sb selalu tido awal)hehe..after blik keje mengadap TV tgok cter yg kol 7-8pm kt tv3 tu (nway, my TV is vintage..!!sb kena ketuk setiap kali nk tengok, kalo x dia diam beribu bahasa!!haha)..n yg menarik nyer, akan tertengok gak wlpun konon nye, ok lepas ni da xnk tgok la cter laen bila da hbis siri ni..cam da kena jampi!!xleh tinggal..hehe

dan sebelah mlm nyer plak, as always dok dpn TV jgak, tgok ape2 cter best kt TV + surfing internet (blog, fb, twitter and etc)..kenkadang ada jgak layan movie yg bjaya copy from my frenz, but most of d'time buat as stated above!! n siap tertido dpn Tv pun ada..hehe, if xde yg menarik sngt kt Tv..try la jgak belek2 magzne + baca novel..but it doesn't work either..4-5 pages, lentok!! @_@

begitula rutin harian on weekdays!! tp rutin on weekend lagi menarik..

lagi suka spend tyme kt umah, jarang sangat kuar..even its weekend!!lepak umah buat apa yg patut..n kalo kuar pun pi kedai dkt2 umah to buy some groceries or etc..or maybe kuar kalo ada hal penting/kawan yg 'penting' ajak kuar jer..bkn apa, sb hari2 da tempuh jam kt ibu kota..da x sanggup nk tempuh bnda sama on weeknd!!release tension & hilangkn kepenatan kt umah lagi bgus..

and trust me or not, pernah blik keje ptg Jumaat..masuk umah, lock pintu..isnin pagi baru buka blik!!hehe, dats mean 2 hari cuti x kuar g mana2..lepak rumah, do housekeeping, laundry, masak tok perut sendiri + etc..(actually bkn 'pernah' tp selalu camtu!!)..and pernah ckp bnda ni kt my frenz, tau apa diorg ckap? "Get a life, asrul!!"..huhu

LIFE?? social life?erkk..tp kan, honestly aku tak rasa my 'rutin' tu menjadikn aku seorang yg xde life..i do have frenz, i do have bff, i do have family & understanding parent..and itu da cukup..nothing more nothing less for me, i guess!! xkn every weeknd nk kena kuar berjimba, tawaf shopping complex, or something yg sewaktu dgnnyer..and itu bru kita panggil a LIFE??doesn't make sense at all for me..xtau la kalo itu tafsiran korang..

for me do some outdoor activities once in while pun da ok, x perlu nk plan every weeknd mesti ada activity..lepak kt mall/resto, panjat bukit ke or etc..kalo tak xde life? come on la..kita makin hari makin meningkat umur..so you better have a gud rest, know ur body limit!!kalo weekdays da penat keje, apa kata weeknd rest kt umah..if u treat ur weeknd same as weekdays, kuar pagi blik mlm..bila masa nk rest?tol x?

but anyhow..its urself judgement!!suma da besar panjang, pandai pkir apa yg terbaek tok diri masing2 kn..kalo itu suma will make ur life meaningful then juz go ahead!!its gud for u..but for me, i'm not into it..enuf said..hehe, no hard feeling kay.. =p

panjang plak ter-elaborate pasal LIFE ni..hehe, berblik pd cter asal..yeah, itu la rutin harian aku selama ni?sound like a bit boring ryte? (ngaku jer, i noe!!) but somehow i'm used to live like that all this while..and i'm hepy!!

neway, tu je pun nk share..heehe

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.: sEdaNg aPa & diMaNa :.

sedang apa dan dimana..

hye guys, sory da lama x update blog..bkn busy, tp cba m'busykn diri..dats d only way nk lari dr masalah..ada masalah ke?xde..sje cr masalah..opss!! haha

nway, rindu sesangat sebenarnyer nk hupdate menghupdate blog ni..tp ntah ler, bila start je nk menaip..blank!! nk menaip je..blank!! so xyah update, sonang cter..

..so bila xtau nk update pasal ape, update pasal diri sendiri je la..bleh?<--over sangat!! ..ada aku kesah?hehe..

actually nothing much bout myself pon..busy dok melayan drama2 melayu kt TV, support industri hiburan tanah air katakan..cewahh!! tp siyes, lately byk cter2 best..vanila&choc, ariana mikhail, gemersik kalbu, lavender and sewaktu dgn nyer la..sementelah xde keje nk wat memalam, apa slhnyer spend our precious tyme at home layan cter2 kt TV kan..

kdg2 bila dok layan cter2 cam tu, cam feeling plak..sb sangat sweet cra diorg lakonkn watak masing2..heehe, da2 stop dreaming asrul!! haihh

nway, did i think too much??tetiba nk kuarkn soalan bonuskan..bkn ape, saje ask around!! apa pendapat korang ttng diri insan yg x sempurna ini.. @_@ kekadang kita rasa semuanyer baek+bagus+etc ttng diri sndri dan itu sngt x bagus!! so sometyme nk juga terima teguran, kritikan tok diri sndri..atleast we noe kt mana diri kita dr pandangan org sekeliling..

mmg la bila umur da 26th ni we should be able to think/decide everything on our own..kate udah matang!! but ape salahnyer sesekali mndgr apa org kata ttng kita..hehe

ok, ttup cter pasal kt atas..tahun ni sorang lagi my bff ezariq nk kawen..waa, da nk kawen da..tercabar ni!! hahaha.. <--juz joking!! xpenah timbul apa2 perasaan camtu pun, lagi bangga n hepy tok diorg..muda2 da sanggup pikul tanggungjwb besar..its not easy to pikul tanggungjwb seorg suami, menantu & daddy wannabe..(ckp cam penah lalui semua tu kan?haha) tp salute bro!! kita sama umur, tp ko kawen dulu..waaaa :(

i'allah i'll be next after you..tp bila tu x tau lagi..haha, belum bersedia senang cter!! kalo da smp seru nnt bru kite cter panjang2 pasal kawen kay..

p/s: any idea for bachelor party?tgh kontang idea nk wat kt mana & bagaimana..masa da suntuk ni!! huhu

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.: mEmuJaMu :.

..mEmuJaMu - sT12..

bila ku lihat bintang

semua begitu indah

terbentang di langit

jika ku lihat bulan

sungguh begitu indah

membentang di langit

semua apa yang ku lihat

hanya Tuhan yang bisa

menciptakan semua

Tuhan memberi keindahan

yang terindah

seisi langit dan bumi ciptaanMu Tuhan

biarkan aku berada di sini

biar ku tahan laju angin

ajarkan aku bersujud padaMu

ajarkan aku untuk hidup

tiada tuhan selain Allah

Allahu Akbar Allah Maha Besar

ijinkan aku bersujud padaMu

ku agungkan kebesaranMu

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.: bUkU baRu :.

..1 january 2o12..

tyme to open lembaran baru dlm kehidupan, reflect the past for better future!! ececee..<-- (every year ckp bnda sama), tp btol apa atleast u've motivate urself to be a better man, better person, better son and better ++ la.. (*_*)

everyone have their own mission or mybe missions!! awal2 dtaun baru, opcos byk idea terpkir..sb xnk kalah ngn mmber2 yg dok sebok ckp ok 2o12 nk wat tu, nk wat ni la..kann3?? ngaku jer..aku pun rasa lebyh kurg jer kot..kuikui!! tp ada yg btol2 serius & i've to fight on it, and ada juga yg xpe, kalo x berjaya cube lagi..**gituu =p

apa pun yg penting u've something yg comeout kt benak fikiran uolss tu, apa yg patut dibuat dlm menerajui 2o12 ni..yg x patut jgn cuba2 buat plak, seksa hidup.. **tetiba!! LOL

..judika album..

owh neway, as uolls noe..i juz bck from Bandung trip, and i accidently bought Judika CD..masuk satu kdai CD ni dgn hrpn nk beli CD Opick ngn UNGU, tp both xde..tp alang2 da kt ctu try gak menggagau kot2 ada yg best, sb harga CD dia sngt murah & ori okay!! **mind set shopaholic..haih

tgh dok kusyuk mncri, mamat kt kdai tu pegi play satu lagu dr album Judika ni..mula dgr cam owh best jgak, and sb ktorg kt kdai tu agak lama..dia play lagi sekali lagu sama, and apa lagi..dats it!! aku patut beli album mamat ni, sehati sejiwa!! **tu diah!! =p

bila blik m'sia bila da sumbat kt telinga berulang kali, ternyata dwhole songs dlm album dia aku suka!! especially lagu AKU YANG TERSAKITI..inilah lagu yg mbuatkn aku terBELI album Judika..tp okat wut, puas hati.. =p

~ Judika - Aku Yang Tersakiti ~

pernahkah kau merasa jarak antara kita
kini semakin terasa setelah kau kenal dia
aku tiada percaya teganya kau putuskan
indahnya cinta kita yang tak ingin ku akhiri
kau pergi tinggalkanku

tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti
engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari
oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

memang takkan mudah bagiku tuk lupakan segalanya
aku pergi untuk dia

tak pernahkah kau sadari akulah yang kau sakiti
engkau pergi dengan janjimu yang telah kau ingkari
oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia
(walau tak bersama dia)

oh tuhan tolonglah aku hapuskan rasa cintaku
aku pun ingin bahagia walau tak bersama dia

p/s: puitis kn lyric lagu kt atas..i'm so in love with dat song, butttt..it doesnt mean apa yg ditulis related to my life, maybe ada a bit..but not the whole paragraph of the song..pndai2 la menduga sndri kay!! LOL =p

so now, coretkan buku 2o12 sebaiknyer..belajar drp kesilapan, betolkn apa yg salah, maintain & improve apa yg da OK spya jd LAGI OK..hehe (^_^)