.:cOReTan:.

kadang kala x semuanya mudah seperti apa yg kita rancangkan atau fikirkan ..byk yg akan kita hadapi dikala kita cuba melaksanakan nyer..namun sampai bila baru dapat kita fahami, apa yg sebenarnya berlaku tatkala jiwa dan fikiran ini serabut dibaluti sejuta persoalan dan kemungkinan..

akal seolah buntu, lidah menjadi kaku..memikirkan..bagaimana harus aku teruskan..sementelah fikiran menjadi kusut..hati tiada lagi tenteramnya..masih tidak aku mengerti, adakah ini khayalan dan angan ku semata-mata, ataupun mmg sikapnya begitu..kurang pandai berkata2 dan berbahasa..membuatkan susah untuk aku cuba memahaminya inikan pula untuk memilikinya..puas aku mencoba..namun masih belum aku mengerti..bagaimana insan ini sikap sebetulnya..tiada hitam atau putihnya, apa yg dirasakannya supaya aku dapat merasakannya jua..bagaimana penerimaan "DIA" terhadap diriku...supaya senang kata disusun tika berbicara..supaya senang langkah disusun untuk aku teruskannya..

namun, mungkin ini semua ujian semata..cuba menguji diriku, insan yg masih lemah dan perlukan bimbingan yg sehebatnya..atau juga permainannya cuba menguji peribadi ini sebelum dia meng"ia"kannya..tapi sampai bila??ataupun usahaku tidak seberapa untuk aku yakinkan dirinya..atapun sememangnya aku bukan untuk dirinya..

puas aku cuba memikirkannya..cuba mentafsirkannya..namun tiada jawapan atau kesudahannya..hanya pengharapan yg mampu aku lahirkan..disamping usaha yg menghampiri putus asa nyer..

walau apa yg melanda, hanya aku menanggungnya..
walau apa yg dirasakan, hanya aku meratapinya..

moga diri ini teguh berdiri mencari yg pasti..bukannya terhenti tatkala cuba memiliki..

.:beRceLaRu:.

..lately, my life turn to super duper messy life..huhu..

a lot of things need to be done n oso things to think..hurmm..myb outside is looking pretty gud, but how bout inside??nobody know rite..only me myself feel it..

need to prepare 4 d test (prepare ke??), assgmnt, lab, thesis problem n etc..all those thing, turn me into busy mode although my class is not so pack, but mostly everyday 10 am-5.30pm i'll be available in lab..doing my thesis experiment..so terrible..need to wait until d machine stop cutting the workpiece n then bla..bla..bla..huh, quiet boring..

moreover, with every week assgmnt need to setttle n hand it on time..oowh no..no time to rest anymore..final year is not ur free time year, no more time to enjoy for the last time b4 u jump into carrier life, although ur crdt hrs is the less one, but u have a lot of work to be done..if b4 we (me+coursemate) cn go out for hanging around after class or during our free time, but now no more hanging2 one..everyone seems 'berkejaran' to settle their own problem regarding thesis exp n etc..

so, when our body become exhausted, then our mind become emotionally unstable..every simple thing looks like a very big problem to us..i mean ME!!huhu..myb nobody around me realize it (i dunno if there some of them noticed it), but i dun care, coz they never turn me into any worst situation, me myself turn my life into the super duper messy one..n the way ME handle it..by being a 'sleeping beauty' juz rite after back frm lab or class..n avoid to face the person dat can turn me into trouble..hehe..juz being a hepy person 24/7, n oso try to think positively all d time..n by doing dat..it makes me more OK n OK n OK n OK..but smtime, KO..hahaha

however, as MALAY always said.."biar apa pun yg terjadi, hidup tetap perlu diteruskan"..hahaha..i like this phrase..no matter what, is there a solution beside all things happened..depend on us to count on it..

.:ciNta--kaSiH--saYanG:.

C.I.N.T.A

(sebelum kahwin)
C = cubit kiri, kanan rasa.
I = impian indah ibarat syurga.
N = nikah impian utama.
T = taat setia membawa bahagia.
A = awal dan akhir bersama-sama

(selepas kahwin)
C = cuka yang dituang pada luka.
I = iblis yang merosak minda.
N = nafsu semata-mata.
T = tuba yang dibalas semula.
A = api dalam neraka.

K.A.S.I.H

(sebelum kahwin)
K = kongsi semua suka duka.
A = abang adik, ayang anja.
S = sumpah janji di bibir sentiasa.
I = istana bahagia dah dicipta.
H = hatiku hatimu jua.

(selepas kahwin)
K = kaki tangan naik kat kepala.
A = abuk pun tara , nak makan apa??
S = simpati langsung tak ada.
I = ironi membakar jiwa.
H = hidup mati sama je.

S.A.Y.A.N.G

(sebelum kahwin)
S = sikit-sikit SORRY, sikit-sikit SORRY, mengada!
A = asal free mesti nak jumpa.
Y = you lap me, I lap you!
A = apa saja sanggup diduga.
N = nak itu, nak ini... mesti dapat.
G = gula-gula, coklat, teddy bear hadiah utama.

(selepas kahwin)
S = salah sikit kiamat dunia.
A = air tak sedap, basahlah mata.
Y = yang betul dia je.
A = ada takde, bagi anak reti la.
N = nak dilawan, digelar derhaka.
G = gaduh sampai lebam.

sama-sama kita renungkan..i get all this things from my email..then i paste it here..yeah!!

..qUoTe oF d Day..

..stop blaming others if u cant give the definition of it..always think positively..

..piX by GoOgLe..

So here are the rules : use Google image to search the answers to the questions below. You must choose a picture from the first page of the results, and post it as your answer. After that tag 7 people.

(1) The age of my next birthday

owh my GOD!!da makin tua rupanya..haha

(2) Place i'd like to travel to

..PARIS..

3) Favourite food

soups..

(4) Favourite place

peaceful scenery..

(5) Nicknames i've had

..ADIK..

(6) Favourite colour

GREEN!!

(7) College major

Design Engineering

(8) Name of my love

papa & mummy

(9) Hobby

lets go shopping..huhu

(10) Bad habits

(11) My wishlist

watches..

(12) And i'm tagging..

..ayeen..

..marinata..

..anyone..