.:wEeKdaYs vS wEeKenD:.

..rasa cm da lama x update blog ni, sekali lagi ia kembali berhabuk..huhu..sorry la yer, buat2 busy + malas ckit lately nk menaip pnjg2..hehe

ok, so dis tyme aku nk berbicara ttg weeknd vs weekdays..mesti korg pelik kan..baapak x best topic..haha, so ada aku kesah..??baca je la..ek =)

kalo dulu sabtu+ahad kt panggil weeknd and isnin-jumaat kt pggl weekdays kan..so btol la kan..tp life aku skrg..weeknd or weekdays da x de beza dah..weeknd boleh jd weekdays, and weekdays bleh jd weeknd..inilah hakikat nyer kalo work on shift..cuti x menentu..kdg2 x ingt, hari ini hr apa ek??yg aku tau hr aku off jer..haha

so keterbiasaan lama bila weeknd kuar lepak ngn member2 da xleh nk praktik da..ataupun kuar shoppg + window shoppg sama2 da xde da..pegi karok ker + etc la..kdg2 rasa sedeyh gak, tp nk wat cmne kan..pahit pun telan je la..tok masa dpn kan..!!

and i dunno, u do trust me or not..disebabkan kekangan masa keje + cuti yg x menentu..n bila tyme cuti pun kdg2 aku juz lepak umah jer or blik kelantan..habit aku suka shoppg da jrg2 aku praktikan..da 5 nk masuk 6 bln aku keje kt port kelang ni..baru 3 items aku beli..hehe, kalo dulu, pantang ada sales or asalkan kuar jln jer..cnfrm mesti ada yg sangkut jer..tp skrg ni cmne nk sangkut, shoppg mall pun jrg2 aku jejak..

tp alhamdulilah gak r..atleast xde la aku membazir sngt, sb kdg2 bnda2 sama gak aku shopg, cuma lain patent or warna jer..taste maintain sama..hehe..tp yela kan umur makin meningkat, tabungan mesti diteruskan, byk lagi bnda nk tempuh depan nanti..

nway..last month kuar shopg ngn my sis..niat asal kuar dia yg nk beli new handbag, but at last..aku yg shoppg dulu..handbag dia x dpt pun lg..haha

~hadiah ke-3 for myself, gna duit gaji tau beli..hehe~

tp kan..bila da keje lain ckit feel shopping dia tau..kalo dulu, asal berkenan jer main sebat jer, x berkira2 sngt..tp skrg da x leh cmtu, byk bnda nk pkir sbelum decide nk beli..yela kan..nk bayar bil tu bil ni..nk simpan lg..n dolu kalu x ckup duit, boleh roger2 kat mak..tp skrg da x bleh..nk wat papepun..kna survive gna duit sndri kay..hehe

**p/s: tunggu kemunculan my 2nd blog soon..!!!suprise..hehe

.: mOtHerS daY ?? :.

THE MOST BEAUTIFUL PERSON ON THIS EARTH…
OUR BEST CRITIC …
YET OUR STRONGEST SUPPORTER…
"MOTHER"


~~HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUMMY~~

kebetulan pg td my mum bru smpai dr kelantan, n aku plak keje hari ni..n aku x sempat wish pun lg mothers day kt my mum..so blik dr keje td singgah secrect recipe beli kek..tahun ni, aku celebrate mothers day dgn membelikan kek jer tok my mum..hehe, sorry..!!

n actually ada peristiwa kelakar berlaku masa beli kek td, disebabkan word "IBU3" yg tertulis kt kek tu..walaupun staf kedai tu hanya berbisik sesama sndri bila baca apa yg aku request tok tulis kt kek tu..tp dr riak wajah diorg, aku paham sngt..mesti diorg pkir "IBU3" tu -->budak ni mesti bapak dia kahwin 4..haha..mmg x la cik adik oii..!! "IBU3" tu aku tulis sb my aunty and my cousin dtg sekali ngn my mum dr kelantan..so ada extra 2 ibu kt umah + my sis yg jga seorg ibu..then jd la "IBU3"..kira 1 kek celebrate tok 4 org sekali gus..huhu..bapak kedekut aku.. =p

ape pun..hepy mothers day aku ucapkan tok semua ibu2 yg ada diluar sana..hargai lah jasa dan pengorbanan mereka..tunjukkan lah penghargaan anda terhadap mereka, walau dlm apa cara sekalipun..sebagai tanda penghargaan anda terhadap mereka.. =)

.: wHo wE aRe :.

ini adalah jawapan secrect meanings of letters of your names application yg aku buat kt fb..so from dat applctn, itulah hasilnyer (seperti di atas) berdasarkan nama aku..quiet wow..!!

but tujuan aku buat post ni bukanyer nk bangga diri or nk menunjuk2..sb ini semua org boleh reka and main bagi jer jwpnnyer..ttp in real, kt lagi mengenali siapa diri kita n sejauh mana kemampuan kita..

cuma aku terkesan sb someone had created such a great n wonderful sentence from that particular words..

"You are amazing-ly smart because you are romantic and understanding. That make you lovely..- Erin"

and from dat beautiful sentence, aku rasa tercabar..sb aku rasa itu bkn sepenuhnyer aku..hehe, and mampukah aku menjadi seperti apa yg dimaksudkan dlm ayat itu..?? all in package..sb kt suma tau, no one perfect..peace..!! =)

.: waTaK :.

ok..referring to my post tagged by madame hannan..aku ada mention last song yg aku dgr which is my ring-tone song..WATAK by Hafiz AF7..n sumeone ask me bout dat song..best ke??cam x penah dgr jer..cmne lagu dia..mesti ada relate ngn hidup ko kan??kalo x mana kan ko sanggup jdkan itu ring-tone kamu..huhu

to be honest, actly xde pape kaitan pun..ntah camne boleh suka lagu tu..pd awalnyer aku juz dgr lagu ni masa tgok rancangan ROCKET DESTINASI: BINTANG kat tv..then saje search lgu n lyrics nyer..ttp bila 2-3 kali dgr smbil menghayati lyrics dia..rasa cm best plak lagu ni..tp x tau la korg, different people different taste..kan??

ni lyric lagu nyer..

Tangan di kocek, jalan menyenget
Mata kebumi, hati ke langit
Sabar menanti, peluang datang
Begitulah

Chorus:
Selepas hujan, nantikan nyaman
Sesudah ribut, pastikan tenang
Setelah sukar, cuak dan senang
Lumrahnya

Hidup dan mati, cuma resolusi
Kemana haluan hidup ini
Terus tercari cari
Entah esok atau lusa, malam jua
Mungkin bila-bila, aku berubah
Namun kini, kala ini
Watak seperti ini
Melakonkan

Tangan ditabur, hidup termangun
Kopi secawan, tidak keruan
Sehari lagi, ia berlaku
Begitulah

Lambungkan syiling
Diantara, kepala bunga
Tentukan salah, menang dan kalah
Bukan berakhir
Segala

Hidup dan mati, cuma resolusi
Kemana haluan hidup ini
Terus tercari cari
Entah esok atau lusa, malam jua
Mungkin bila-bila, aku berubah
Namun kini, kala ini
Watak seperti ini
Melakonkan

Chorus**

so, hayati la lyric nye..lagu search sndri rk..hehe, kot2 la ada yg tersuka gak nanti..hehe >_<

.: i'M sHocK :.

huhu..actly i'm quiet shock selepas mendengar beberapa berita yg x penah disangka2 akan berlaku..berita yg boleh dikatakan x masuk akal, bila 1st tyme dgr, mcm haaaaaaaaaa??biar btol..hehe =p

tp bila pkir2 blik..inilah dunia..penuh dgn kejutan..

tp kan..walau aku try admit ngn berita2 tu..tp still x tercapai dek akal aku ni..huhu, berulang kali gak aku tnya blik si pencerita tu..juz nk cnfirm btol ke apa yg aku dgr ni, or i'm juz dreaming..haha

namun, hakikatnya..aku terpaksa akur bahawa berita itu mmg benar..!!(ayat poyo x leh blah..hahaha =p)

mesti korg tertanya2..berita apa..!! nk tau gak.. =) [siap buat muka comel gitu..] tp malangnyer, berita2 tersebut tidak dpt dikongsi disini n walau dimana2 pun..hanya untuk pengetahuan org tertentu shj..hehe, i'm sorry..but if u bribe me then i'll tell u..hahaha..boleh plak cmtu2..

so apa yg aku boleh kongsi ngn korg juz moral of the story..

dlm hidup ni..mulut jgn ckp lepas..sb kt hnya merancang, tp DIA yg menentukan..wlau bgaimana sekalipun kt menidakkan ataupun menafikan pd mulanyer..tp kalo itu kehendak-Nya..apa kemampuan kt untuk menghalangnyer..

and..

kdg2 life is so unpredictable..byk bnda yg kt x sangka and x jangka akan berlaku..dgn senang2 nyer ia berlaku..then sape yg patut disalahkan??..no one should be blame..!!cuma kt yg sepatutnyer sentiasa bersedia dgn apa jua kemungkinan yg akan berlaku..krna semuanya atas kehendak dan kebijaksanaan-Nya..

p/s: ini juga pesanan untuk diri aku sendiri..peace..!! =)

.: rE-cOnNecT :.

org selalu ckp, kalo da ada blog tu..mesti kna sentiasa update, jgn hangat2 tahi ayam jer..2-3 bln baru ada 1 post baik x yah..tp aku bknnyer hangat2 jer..cuma lately kekeringn idea..x tau nk post apa, kalo ikutkn hati , hari2 nk post a new post..tp apakan daya..btol x??

tp sb mlm ni siyes xde bnda and x tau da nk buat apa..so aku try la jgak tinggalkn sesuatu kt blog aku ni..aku bknnyer apa, kdg2 idea tu ada..tp cm x seswai nk kongsi di sini..smthg yg related ngn personal2 tu, biarlah aku n teman2 rapatku aku je la yg tau..kan??

hurmm..

apa yg nk ditulis ni ek..haha..

ok, actly i'm quiet hepy lately..evnthough another side of me is not so..why??sb aku da close blik ngn my frenz yg AKU cb jauhkan diri dr mereka dulu..its sounds weird rite??but its true..aku jauhkan diri aku drp mereka bkn kerana aku membenci mereka or x suka berkawan dgn mereka..cuma aku x nk kerohkan lg keadaan yg sememangnyer da keroh at dat time..

but now, aku pun da hbis belajar..bwa haluan sendiri..so its time for me to reconnect my frndship yg penah renggang suatu ketika dulu..sb aku paling x suka putuskn pertalian yg sedia terbina..kalo boleh nk benda tu long lasting and we always remember each other..even jrg2 contact..hehe, tp kalo bleh nk always k.i.t la kan.. =)

neway, myb thats all for now..nxt time i'll try to post another story and myb another side of me.. =p

"Remember, the greatest gift is not found in a store nor under the tree, but in the hearts of true friends - Cindy Lew"

p/s: wishing gud luck to all my frenz, jnr and anyone yg akan ambil exam..all the best..!!

.: BUNGA peNgusiR stReSs :.

post title xde kaitan xleh blah..haha

yeah..i’m home..best sekali sekala dapat balik spend time ngn family kt umah..eventhough baru last week my mum dtg KL, sb nk g KK, da g jumpa dia kt airport..but perasaan jumpa kat umah lg best..bila blik umah jer, seolah2 semua maslah hilang, wlpun mgkin untuk seketika..myb bla blik KL nanti semua tu akan kembali membebankan kepala aku blik..tp sementara aku boleh lupakan semua prob tu..then why not aku amati peluang yg ada sebaiknya..

“walau aku senyum bukan beerti aku selalu bahagia dalam hari..

ada yg x ada di hati ini, dijiwa ini hampa..

namun ada saja cobaan hidup seakan aku hina..”

berbalik kpd nape aku blik kg, actly x rancang pun nk blik dis week..disebabkan ada exam SPA, n pusat peperiksaan aku lak kat Kelantan, so inilah peluang nk blik..aku mmg da cuti 2 hari, n aku apply lak addtnl 2 days cuti..so lama la ckit balik dis time..bercakap pasal nape aku nk ambil gak exam SPA setelah ditanya beberapa kawan yg peka perihal hidup aku, hehe..sedangkan aku sudah punyai kerja yg boleh dikatakan sudah stabil untuk diriku..ttp masih sanggup nk g exam SPA hanya untuk beberapa post yg ditawarkan langsung x related ngn study field aku..

YES!! Ofcourse u’re so true..but kena ingt, aku pelajar tajaan JPA..kang x g exam ntah apa plak jadinya..yg keduanyer, aku rasa keje government lagi menjamin masa depan kot..semua org berebut rebut nk masuk gvrnmnt, kenapa tidak aku..n walaupun post yg ditawarkan langsung xde kaitan ngn aku belajar..tp bidang pentadbiran jga minat aku..sementelah pernah terlibat dlm bidang ini semasa belajar di universiti dulu..

dan berkongsi pasal kerja aku skrg..YES!!definitely aku suka kerja yg aku buat skrg..group environment pun best, my colleague pun sempoi2..sejujurnya aku suka..job scope dia pun ok..Unfortunately, aku rasa aku belum dapat adapt ngn environment working on shift..itu saja masalah aku skrg..and to be honest, aku terasa sngt sunyi..sb cuti x sama ngn member yg lain..nk g mana2 pun sorng2..n sngt susah nk manage cuti incase ada apa2 event or family matters..sb weeknd pun kena keje..itu cukup menekan hidup aku skrg..

aku rasa ini semua berpunca kerana cara hidup aku sebelum ini sngt bertentangan dgn cara hidup yg aku lalui skrg..dan aku amat berterima kasih kpd mereka2 yg setia memberi nasihat dan sokongan untuk aku..dan ada btulnyer nasihat sesetgh drpd mereka yg ingin aku cuba membiasakan diri dgn semua ini..tp sampai bila??aku rasa no point cuba tipu diri aku untuk buat sesuatu yg sememangnyer aku x suka..

apa pun..inilah hidup..umpama roda..x selalunyer gembira menyebelahi kita..dan x selalunyer hanya yg indah2 dijanjikan untuk kita..pasti ada waktu dan ketikanyer kegusaran yg mendatangi kita..itulah lumrah kehidupan..samada aku kuat mendepani nyer atau tidak..aku berserah pd-Nya..apa yg termampu aku lakukan skrg, berdoa spy ditunjukkan jalan sebaiknya untuk aku meneruskan hidup ini..i'allah..amin!!!

.: taG bY maDame haNnaN :.

huhu..tagging mentaging timbul kembali nmpaknyer..tp disebabkan aku xde idea kblkgn ni nk post new entry..so then, bila Madame Hannan (jgn marah ek.. =p) tag aku..so aku cb la jawab soalan2 yg di tag ni..ok!!

AMARAN: Semua jwpn tidak semestinya betol..myb rekaan semata2..hehe

1. Adakah anda rasa anda HOT?
soalan ni susah ckit ar nk jwp..kang ckp HOT, org kata perasan..ckp x HOT org ckp humble plak..hahaha, so terpulang la pd individu yg menilai diri ini seadanyer..hehe (poyo gla jwpn..)
tp skrg mmg tgh HOT pun, sb cuaca x menentu, panas je memanjang..

2.Upload wallpaper pc/laptop yg anda guna sekarang!
oowhh..buat masa skrg, lappy sy rosak..x beli baru lg..n currently i kongsi my sis punyer lappy..but bg menyiapkn tag ini, sy menggunakan my best frenz nyer lappy , Saddam..n dia nyer wallpaper gmbr dr someone..so sweet..hehe

3. Cerita pasal gambar
mmg suka kumpul gmbr..suka posing2 depan cmera..n saya suka print out gmbr sya..bkn setakat simpan dlm lappy jer..hehe..
and sb tu jgak la smpai skrg x jd2 beli DSLR nyer cmera..takut nant gmbr sy kurg, sb x suma mahir gna DSLR..so better ada compact cmra, passing je kat sape2, gmbr ok la..hehe

4. Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
rasa2 nyer bulan Feb aritu kot..my sis tapaukan bwa blik rumah..

5. Lagu terakhir anda dengar
Watak - Hafiz AF7
sb itu adalah my ringtone, n masa tgh siapkan post ni, my sis call..

6. Apekah anda buat selain menyelesaikan tag ini?
kutuk2 saddam ngn hidir yg tgh bergaduh main PES..dua2 x nk mengaku yg dua2 noob main PES..haha

7. Selain nama sendiri, anda dipanggil nama apa?

SERO - kwn2 sek kat kelantan
YO - family terdekat
ADIK - family

8. Tag lagi 8 orang

erin
ona nadia
safwan
dhiya
dewi
aleen dental
cerimanis
dot3

9. Siapakah org no 1 kpd anda?
my best buddy..
tp skrg ktorg jarg2 jumpa..
masing2 busy n duduk jauh2..

10. Katakan sesuatu kpd org no 5
cayalah tauke bunga..hehe

11. No 3 ada hubungan dgn siapa?
x kan x tau kot..satu UM tau..
ngn dak medic 4th yr..satu batch ngn dia..
NADIC
luving couple gitu..

12. Bagaimana pula dgn no 4?
org nyer creative..
suka benda2 handmade ni..

13. Pesanan kpd org no 6
da jd Dr. Gigi nanti..
jgn lupa bg servis free kt snr awak ni..hehe

14. Kata2 cinta utk org no 2
CINTA???
my snr kot..tp boleh la..kata2 lain bole
owh kak ona, bila nk kahwin?? =p
(mcm xde soalan lain kan?? cnfrm mengamuk minah ni..hehe)

15. Adakah no 7 dan 8 ada persamaan?
ada
diorg coursmate..

16. berikan 5 sebab mengapa anda harus disayangi..

sb semua manusia pun mahu disayangi..
so sy pun mahu disayangi..
sb saya sayang org, so dioarg kna sayang sya (boleh ke cmtu?? haha)
sb sy seorg yg penyayang..(wah angkt bakul sndri nmpk)
and lastly sb sy nak disayangi la..sebagaimana sy menyanyangi org lain..(cam sama jer ngn point kt atas..hehe)

.: sHe LoVeS yOu, sHe LoVeS yOu Not ?? :.

last nite after baca new post kat blog Safwan, saje aku godek2 article kat google..then i found this article..

"She Loves You, She Loves You Not??"..so happy reading!!

She loves you ... She shows interest in your work or hobby

She may not have an avid interest in the minute details of the circuit board of the latest super computer. She may not understand the almost religious nature of the deep rumble of a true Harley-Davidson. But she will enthusiastically listen to you talk about it for hours and is even willing to accompany you to all the conventions that come to town.

She never returns your calls ... She loves you not

If she's not ever returning a single message you leave at work or at home; or she recently invested in a caller ID unit and suddenly you can never reach her by phone, give it up. This is not a subtle hint that her life is super busy, but rather, a blatant effort to avoid you.

She loves you ... She brags about you to her family & friends

How often do you hear her bragging about you, your job, your talents, your ideas? Do others mention that she was just saying the other day how wonderful you are?

She avoids public places with you ... She loves you not

Does she try to make your good, honest job sound more important to others? Does she wear flats only when she's out with you to give the impression to others that you are closer in height? Does she never let you select your own clothes for dates, not even occasionally? Either you're a really tacky dresser or she's not quite comfortable with people knowing the real you.

She loves you ... She is willing to share you with your favorite pastime

She may not be a sports fanatic but she's perfectly willing to let you go off and enjoy games with your friends. She'll even join you every now and again to cheer on your favorite team.

She says "Let's just be friends" ... She loves you not

If you get that infamous line - "I just want to be friends" - you are dead in the water. What she's really saying is - "I have absolutely no lust for you and am horrified at the thought of swapping spit let alone anything else with you, but hey, if I'm bored on a Saturday night, sure, you can treat me to a movie, drinks and dinner. Oh, and don't pick me up late, you loser."

She loves you ... She makes an effort to like your friends

She may have to grit her teeth but she will make a concerted effort to like your friends because they're important to you.

She is a material girl ... She loves you not

If she runs out at the mere thought that your money might be running out, say good riddance and let her go. You're better off without her.

She loves you ... She is always there for you

No matter what's going on in your life (or hers), she encourages your dreams, supports your decisions and gives you great backrubs.

.: haVeN't mEt yOu yEt :.

huhu..before dis penah dengar lagu ni..tp x penah tau apa tajuk and siapa penyanyi dia..then bila Iwan AF8 nyanyi lagu ni aritu, then baru aku tau sape punyer lagu..so layanz..

I'm not surprised,
Not everything lasts,
I've broken my heart so many times I stopped keeping track.
Talk myself in,
I talk myself out,
I get all worked up,
Then I let myself down,

I tried so very hard not to lose it;
I came up with a million excuses,
I thought I thought of every possibility,

And I know some day that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And I promise you kid that I give so much more than I get~ mmm.......
I just haven't met you yet.

Mmmmm ....

I might have to wait,
I’ll never give up,
I guess it's half timin', and the other half's luck,
Wherever you are,
Whenever it's right,
You'll come outta nowhere and into my life.

And I know that we can be so amazin',
And baby your love is gonna change me,
And now I can see every possibility, mmmmmm....

Somehow I know that it’ll all turn out,
You'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid, I'll give so much more than I get, mmmm....
I just haven't met you yet.

They say all’s fair
in love and war
But I won’t need to fight it,
we'll get it right an',
we'll be united

and I know that we can be so amazin',
And bein' in your life is gonna change me,
And now I can see every single possibility, mmmmmm

And someday I know it'll all turn out,
And I'll work to work it out,
Promise you kid I’ll give more than I get
Than I get, than I get, than I get.

Oh, you know it'll all turn out,
and you'll make me work so we can work to work it out,
And promise you kid to give so much more than I get, yeah
I just haven't met you yet.

I just haven't met you yet,
Oh, promise you kid,
To give so much more than I get.

I said love love love love love love love.....
I just haven't met you yet
Love love love .....
So doy day ay ay ay, ay ay yeah
I just haven't met you yet!